We got the results of our embryo, and they were not what we had hoped. Our one little embryo did not live to be biopsied. It survived to day five post fertilization, but down graded, and passed away early on day six, which was yesterday. It was only graded at a 3CC, so it wasn't a very good embryo to start with anyway.
Where do we go from here? I want to wait a few months and let my body rid itself of these extra artificial hormones, then we will harvest again. We have decided to join the May/June cycle. This is the last week of May, first two weeks of June. We could have gotten into the April/May cycle, but I didn't want to push my body that quickly.
Obviously I am very sad. I was hoping to only have to harvest once; but God knows what is best. Sometimes it is hard to leave it in his hands. I look at Sir Chance and wish so much for him to have a sibling. Even though I didn't really get along with my siblings, it is nice to have them there. My MIL says all the time how she wished she had a sibling. Her and my FIL (who I never knew as he passed before my husband and I married) were both only children. My husband was essentially an only child as his two sisters were 12 and 10 years older than him. My sister is 2 years older and my brother is 3 years younger. Yes, I am the dreaded middle child! Oh, and the epitome of the black sheep too! LOL
So, we will take our baby food rebelling son to Chicago this weekend for a CME conference for daddy, as well as our 6 year wedding anniversary, and get over the loss of our one little embryo. Regroup and plan to harvest again in June.
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